What hit me was I recognized someone has love for me. That’s what I was always struggling with this. Somehow I managed to push everyone away from me. I had my reasons why I acted like this all my life. Now it’s time to recognize that people do love me and that’s what happened during the healing process. Before I was in my own world, people did care when I went on my trip to Egypt. I didn’t notify my co-workers when my flight was delayed, and they called the police. They went to my home to check on me. I realize they do care about me, that’s when it hit me. I just got divorced. My ex-husband was with my son, during my trip. My son just said that I was just late. I had lost my phone at the airport, so I was communicating with my sister on WIFI. She told my son what was going on. People do care and I don’t appreciate them. This is Big Something for me.